I think I have finally stopped shaking but, I am still in a little bit of shock. And that is one dark fucking line!
I know we still have many hurdles to get over so I am cautiously optimistic. SH is being very cautious and doesn't want to get excited until we get a good beta number. (He's already looked up what it should be. I love that.) I told him we deserve to be excited about this. Even if the excitement only lasts a few days or a few weeks. I am so glad my beta is tomorrow. This may be the first time I have ever been excited to get blood drawn.
Holy crap! This may actually be happening!